Twenty
years from now, historians will look at the NSSCL Div 1A league table –
historians whose lives have become badly sidetracked somewhere, I would guess –
and see the 20-point gap separating Moddershall, promoted in second place to
the Premier League, from Audley, club of certified toe-rag Imran Arif, and may
reach the erroneous conclusion that it was all plain sailing. It wasn’t. Far
from it.
Had
you conducted a straw-poll of Moddershall 1st XI’s hardcore following – a
number considerably swollen by several injured cricketers – at around 5pm on
the season’s final afternoon, when we were 60-odd for 6 at Blythe needing 100
for the second batting bonus point, and with it, promotion, I doubt you’d have
found a great deal of confidence knocking around. Two seasons’ worth of
struggle was now weighing down heavily upon the next hour’s cricket. I felt
like puking (it would not be the only time that day). Andy Housley looked like
a pint of milk. Luckily, Dave Housley was bossing things, although he, too, might
have been reluctant to lay money on promotion.
On
a personal note, it was a wee bit strange to be there in the first place. It’s
fair to say that when I ended my three-year sabbatical from the game – when I’d
retired from being retired – I hadn’t envisaged skippering any team at Modd
this year, let alone two. However, the loss of three key men to fractured bones
or pregnant wives in Asia meant that I was
needed to try and help bring the ship into port. “Experience”, they said. “A
no-brainer”. I had suffered a dip in batting form, lacked confidence, and
wasn’t 100% sure it was the right move. Even so, that was the consensus, and
you try and do what the club needs.
When
Andy Hawkins walked into the covers 40 minutes before the start – and you’ll
begin to appreciate why we used to be reluctant passengers in Hawk’s car in his
younger days – and gashed right through to the bone, it was up to that no-brainer
to captain a team containing four players with whom I’d played one game or
fewer (Ball, Hope, Goodwin, Slinn) and only one with whom I’d played more than
10 games (Housley). I was an outsider, really. Still, it’s not so difficult
when the openers put on 250.
Hopey and Anis shared eight wickets between them, and with Fraser garnishing his 161 with a wicket with his first delivery of the season, four teenagers (Irfan's 80-odd the other main contribution) had starred in the victory. Having been happily spoonfed the “bowl first, knock off” gameplan – after all, I didn’t know the league that well (mind you, I draw the line at spectators deciding when I should declare) – it turned out to be a very good toss to lose, the 25 points meaning we’d go into the final match at Blythe needing a straightforward five rather than a ticklish 10 points. No problemo.
Hopey and Anis shared eight wickets between them, and with Fraser garnishing his 161 with a wicket with his first delivery of the season, four teenagers (Irfan's 80-odd the other main contribution) had starred in the victory. Having been happily spoonfed the “bowl first, knock off” gameplan – after all, I didn’t know the league that well (mind you, I draw the line at spectators deciding when I should declare) – it turned out to be a very good toss to lose, the 25 points meaning we’d go into the final match at Blythe needing a straightforward five rather than a ticklish 10 points. No problemo.
Just
five points – the exact same
amount we needed in 2008 to wrap up the Premier League title (when we were, I
felt, being prematurely congratulated). Then, as now, it didn’t seem difficult
to imagine the set of circumstances that would make five points very tricky to
secure: get shoved in on a poor wicket, get rolled out cheaply, and need to win
a low-scoring game against a team with the psychological freedom of having
nothing, really, to play for. In 2008 it rained all week – truth be told, the
ground wasn’t really fit for play – and, sure enough, I lost the toss (despite
offering Little Stoke’s skipper, Gareth Morris, both tosses the following
season if he gave us this one). We went from 21 for 1 to 22 for 5, then 45 for
7, at which point five points looked a long, long way off. So, to me the
gameplan at Blythe seemed very clear: ideally, bowl first, and pick up enough
bonus points to make the second innings a formality, or even better,
irrelevant.
After
trying to impress this gameplan upon the team, I went out to toss. “What do you
want to do?” asked their skipper, having earlier tried to scarify the wicket in
plain sight (I told him he couldn’t do that, “it’s against league rules”,
without really knowing if that was true). “Win the toss”, I said. I lost the
toss. But they batted. So far, so good.
We
made a great start, too, with two wickets in the opening over from an
ever-so-slightly pumped-up Gooders, back on old turf. Hamaiz nipped out three
and normally, at 100 for 5, I’d have been thinking about the end result and
looking to close the game out, to strangle the opposition slowly, rather then
being quite so aggressive as I was, keeping three close catchers for young
spinners, allowing Blythe to keep the board ticking over. See, them digging in
and getting, say, 170 for 6 against defensive fields would not have changed our
situation one iota (although, in a less pressurised game, in mid-season for
instance, we’d have felt very confident chasing 170 at Blythe, and thus would
no doubt have bagged 20 points). So, I went for wickets. Context is everything,
and I felt that eight wickets would be enough. We’d then only need 75 runs.
Still, we should get 100, right?
Cricket
is littered with teams making a botch of short chases. You don’t know whether
to stick or twist. Nervous shots were played, a couple of controversial
dismissals happened, Bally got a good cherry. Thankfully, Dave Housley played
the innings of a lifetime, the first 30 or so runs of which were chiselled out
under extreme pressure (he’ll be delighted he finished with 69, too, I
imagine). There was, it’s safe to say, a lot of relief, and no little ecstasy
in the aftermath. It had been the culmination of two years’ hard work – longer,
in fact, when you think about the rebuilding process that went into arresting
the club’s slide in 2009 and 2010. Hearty congratulations go out to the
players, but even more so to the likes of Andy Housley and Andy Hawkins (and
many others) whose transformative vision of a club based on developing and
backing its own talent is starting to bear fruit. It has certainly pulled us
from the doldrums.
Moddershall
is lucky to have such a talented crop of young players. Equally, those young
players are lucky to play at such a wonderful facility, and to be part of a
generation that could achieve pretty much anything they want in club cricket –
all of which will be so much easier (and more enjoyable, I dare say) by
sticking together, playing with (and for) their mates, building a legacy
for themselves as a group and for the club. And in that, they could have no
finer role model than Sam Kelsall, a lad who could have played at any club
of his choosing for a good deal more money than he has been getting at
Moddershall, but whose obvious loyalty and palpable love of the club has kept
him here, doing teas, rolling wickets, pulling pints – an exemplary clubman and
model team player. I hope that when the cash offers start rolling in for these
young lads, they can remember Sam’s shining example. And remember, too, that
cricket is about glory – or rather, striving after glory (for sometimes it’s
out of your hands) – and about creating those indelible lifelong memories
forged in the sweat- and laughter-filled aftermath of success. Always has been,
always will be.
It
was a genuine privilege to lead that team over the line, to share in their
glory, and I’m excited to see what they can achieve next year. But that wasn’t
the main story, or pleasure, I got from my out-of-retirement season. No, that
was being part of – and eventually skippering – a promising and eager group of
lads in the A team, watching the side develop over the course of the summer,
learning ‘game-sense’: how to carry yourself on the field; showing the
opposition you weren’t going to take a backwards step and they were in a fight;
showing your team-mates that your were switched on and prepared to do the hard
yards for your team.
It
is, at bottom, about emotional management: of yourself, for the
group. It’s about being prepared not to let the inevitable disappointments
given by the game of cricket – those days when the bowling doesn’t go your way,
or when you get a rough decision – turn into thin-skinned, sulky, disruptive,
and ultimately selfish behaviour, as though the game revolves around you, and you
alone. In less extreme cases than that, it’s about putting yourself at the
service of the team, working out what it needs, and trying to do it. You
can tell an awful lot about a person from the way they respond to the success
of their teammates. And the ‘failures’ of those same teammates, too. Support,
innit? Concern, encouragement, generosity of spirit.
Anyway,
the progress I saw in this direction was very good, not only from the young
regulars, but also from the lads who came up from the 2nd XI: Robbo, Frankie,
Mitch, Keiran and others. I think they – and the regular players who’d never
before played under my captaincy – perhaps got a wee bit of a culture shock
regarding how precise I was with the field placings, how I wouldn’t allow them
to drift into their own thoughts and go quiet. But, again, almost everyone saw
this for what it was – a way of making us a better team – and bought into
it.
A
word here for Andy Lightbown, the original A team skipper. I’m not sure I could
have come straight in from the outside and started the season as captain. I
barely knew several of the team. Relationships needed to be formed. They needed
to respect me for how I was in the present (as a cricketer, yes, but as a human
being) and not because of some (beer-improved) stories from the past. And I
needed to work out what made them tick. Even so, me lurking in the field with
my tactician’s cap on cannot have been easy for Andy and, while our
relationship remained fine, he was gracious and magnanimous about handing the captaincy
over.
We
were bottom of the league at the time. Although, again, I must go on record as
saying that that was largely because we were not a team set up for ‘sticky
dogs’. Our young spinners’ natural pace is (at the moment) too slow; our
medium-pacers were swing bowlers rather than seamers, Ali Shah excepted; and
our batters were touch players. On top of that, we had three of our first four
home games totally washed out.
Still,
the run we had in the first five games that I skippered was my most enjoyable
period of the season. We bossed Wedgwood away, Elliot Colclough falling just
short of a deserved hundred and Irfan pulling off an astonishing one-handed
slip catch for the final wicket as the light and rain closed in. We beat
then-leaders Crewe at home, dropping eight catches behind the wicket yet still
skittling them for 112 and surviving an early wobble against a couple of useful
spinners on a helpful pitch.
Next,
we beat Oakamoor, winning despite having been 56 for 9 in our innings. Robbo and
Bash gave us 90 to bowl at and we squeezed them dead: 48 all out. Those are the
most thrilling games to win – out there together, defending a small score – and
I really felt this was a huge moment in the progression of the team. Anis’s 4
for 5 was part of a three-match run that saw him take 13 for 59 before moving
up to the 1st XI, but other bowlers were playing their part in an unassuming
way, quietly doing their job for the team: Bash and Shaun were never bad
together, and often both bowled well. Ali Shah brought something different and
bowled excellently during this period, when Stone SP and Church Eaton were also
comprehensively beaten to briefly give us a shout at promotion – not bad
considering we only had 46 points from the first 8 games. It wasn’t to be,
though, for one reason or another, yet the season was, I felt, rewarding for us
all.
Batting-wise,
Sarge and Elliott led the way, and a few others chipped in around that at
various times, but more consistency is required. I can only see this team
getting better and better, though, and it should be a realistic aim to get
into Div 2A at some stage. Whether I’m still good enough to get in the team by
then remains to be seen. But the future certainly looks bright at Modd, across
all the teams.
Carpe
Diem.